Last several months have been full of angst, mixed feelings, questions and confirmations! And onward battles or norms, instability, etc. The other (proverbial) shoe dropped. AND I survived. Fear had filled my thoughts like those darn rain clouds that loom and never produce the rain. Stress beyond words. Wondering. Questioning. What if. Time.
When you finally have most things sorted in your life and you are finally with the person who is your rock, your confidant, the one you see every morning you wake and go to bed with every night.....these are things you don't want to give up. This is the one that you always want in your corner. When that other shoe drops, you do not want to hear it drop. You fear it.
The other shoe dropped and I faced it . . . confronted it. AND I came out the other side knowing that I passed to the other side of life that I love. Now I know I am still in 100% remission. There are no more serious consequences facing me. I can deal with the physical therapy to help me be more mobile. Still facing some things but I can do them. Left knee replacement. Oral surgery. Piece of cake!
The only clouds I see are now in the sky above and those will pass. . . as they always do.
You are in the Studio with Mrs B . . .
Awesome! So glad to hear you are headed in the right direction. Look forward in the future having you back to our coffee meet group.
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Me too! Better yet living there!
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