NOT another one! Lawdy, . . I am so tired of having ALL these New Normals! I had the misfortunate . . . let me go back to the new year 2023 and the circumstances around THIS new normal. On January 6th (no connection at all to THE January 6th that shall live in infamy with the world regarding the storming the House in Washington DC. No this was when my beloved Predator computer crashed! Oh the dreaded black screen and simply nothing . . . Best Buy is our friend. And that next Saturday January 7th we shopped desk top computers. AND the day that I had my TIA was January 8th. That is the day mid walking down the stairs to our living room I felt my face change and the sensation that my jaw had dislocated from the my face and tried to call out to Mr B . . . but only a garbled sound immerged non coherently. Still grasping the railing I managed to sink into the sofa. I KNEW. I KNEW vaguely what was happening. Somewhere in the depths of my brain which felt like mush at that moment.. . . trying to find my words . . . . O M G
I just had an T I A! They call them mini strokes. I . . could not find the words to utter. So I sat there until Mr B was at my side. Was this going to be my last ability to think but be caged within a body that could no longer express my thoughts?